So, I've always been one with LOTS of patience. I used to go with John to work (before we were married) and sit in the car while he worked 3 hours. I would just sit and read. He couldn't believe I could do that, but I didn't mind. I hear often how patient I am still. I'm not ever in a real hurry, I never feel rushed, I know life happens but I'm in no hurry for it to happen quickly! I'm a very easy going person, for the most part.
ENTER ADOPTION PROCESS!!!!!!!!!
Oh. My. Goodness.
I can't get it done fast enough. It's like I'm sitting around waiting for other people and something that has nearly never bothered my before IS KILLING ME!!!! I have to tell my self every moment of every day "Trust in God's timing Joybeth!" "He already has her picked for us, He knows when she'll be ready and when we'll be ready." "Cherish every step." "He'll take care of her."
Please pray with me, that I will choose to use the patience that He so graciously gave me to honor Him and trust in His timing! No impatience, no irritation with other people or the process. It's all about Him, His timing, His plan, His glory! He will take care of my little girl til I can get there to bring her home. Only He knows when we'll all be ready, and He is in complete control of it all!
(Clearly I'm telling myself all these things reminding myself over and over and over and over.....)
Til next time!
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Have you thought about keeping a journal for her...writing to her to read in the years ahead about how you longed for her...how different this process is compared to carrying a child inside you. Just had a thought that it would be really cool to read later how much someone wanted me!
ReplyDeleteThat is an AWESOME idea! I had not thought of that but i may start one :), THANKS!
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